Two became 1, divided.

08/12/08 ?
today is 08/12/09 ...
the difference? One year.

Today would be one year for Andrew and I. I am hurting internally because we didnt reach an official year, but externally I refuse to show it because I'm not one to frown about what did not happen. I'm so blessed to have had him, and am truly grateful that I've had his love, and always will. In this lifetime one thing is true, i was, and forever will be, loved by him; and nothing can alter that. We are one of many definitions of love and I truly believe that, as well as anyone who has witnessed our relationship. I love him unconditionally, and I always will... but things and people change along with the seasons and though we are no longer together, I will always feel the same about him. No one can ever doubt that; we're solid.
And I promise you that, Andrew ;) . I love you.

Love, Miss ACQ

Long time, no blog.

so it's been a while, and A LOT has happened; too much to sum up, but here are the important things to note:

- imma successful senior with my head on straight
- i finished ALL of my AP summer work and did well on the tests
- i love my schedule :)
- i went to cheer camp; got burnt BAD, super bad .
- had journalism BBQ
- and things couldnt be any better :D

OH YEA ....
im single, too ... thats a BIG one .
we'll see what happens in the future, but for now, he's still close to me and i will always love him ;) nothing will ever change that .

other than that.... im doing awesome ! taking on my gov and enlgish AP courses (and doing great), co-editor in chief of The Stagg Line, Vice President of the c/o 2010 and loving anatomy and TAing for dance class =] . a varsity cheerleader as well. loving my life and everything in it ♥ .

He loves me, no strings attached.

Appearance is the first impression people derive from you. My style may vary. I dress to impress, and I dress to self-contentment. Make up is my thing. Hair with volume is my fetish. I feel at my best when I am all dolled up; that is when i feel most prettiest. He prefers me all natural. To get ready with much less effort than usual. He loves being able to touch my face without smearing anything, and he loves to run his fingers through my hair with no product in it. That is when I am at HIS prettiest.

He appreciates me in a way I forgot to see myself - most beautiful at my most rawest.


Dolled up daily is routine for me. But, it's only been routine since day 1 of high school. Now when I think about it, im really getting dressed up to please my peers. He's made me realize that. Beauty is only skin deep, though society views beauty on a pretended level.

He loves me at my barest moments, and that's why i love him.